Licking Ash Trays

Well hypnosis works...I am a smoker!!! I have always been a smoker and I will not be a quitter!!! There I feel better. So in the process of hynosis one of the goals is to relax enough that your subconcious mind hears things and can push them on your concious mind. Hypnosis does not make you quit smoking it gives you subliminal tools that help....kind of like the popcorn adds at the movie theater. So part of the session was spent with him telling our subconcious minds "icky" things about smoking...you know things like the bad smell and breath, the money and "ugliness", well in this little speal he also mentioned "smoking is just like licking an ash tray...you would not do that would you?" Well my subconcious mind heard this loud and clear!!! I dreampt all night about licking ash trays....see a very long time ago... even before Hyperboles Horse picture of me...I liked licking ash trays....I would volenteer to "empty" the ash trays that were laying all over, I especially liked the bean bag ones...although I was afraid of my grandpas "deer foot" ashtray. I would empty the ashes and butts out and lick them clean!!! Why? I have no idea but I do remember it was a very satisfying experience...in fact I did this well after we moved to Anchorage so I had to be about 10 the last time I can remember doing this...just before I started "stealing cigarettes" from my father. So this little dream problem scarred me....I put the kids down for a nap today and tried again to meditate to the CDs I got last night....I did well...untill I was totally relaxed...almost to the point of sleep...then all I heard from the CD was "....smoking...", ".....smoking....". Now I know more was said but my brain only heard "smoking"....so I quickly sat up...turned off the CD and proceded to get pissed off!!! My concious brain WANTS to quit smoking....how do I convinve my subconcious brain of that???? I dream of LICKING ASH TRAYS and ENJOY IT!!!!! .......................my reality