Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to meeeeee, Happy Birthday to me. So 36 that is just four years from 40!! Wow who woulda thunk!! Funny I dont feel 40, oh ya cuz I am only 36 hehehe. So many long long years ago a little girl dreamed of her life at 35 (funny I always saw that as the age of adults.) Well 35 has come and gone now...so guess I should have been using the P's cuz I only planned my life through 35...thought by now I would be retired and living in a Nursing Home....funny how 36 was so OLD when I was 9 but now I feel it is 9 compared to 50. So I woke at the...well hell crack of dawn dont work here cuz the crack of dawn is still another two hours away at least...I woke at 3:30 unable to sleep anymore...I would love to blame it on the sore mouth and nose from Bud's little head bang...or maybe on the belly ace from eating a whole bag of Reeses Peanut Butter Cups...but its not either of those things...Seems that I am waiting for Santa...I know its just another day but for some reason this year I am excited for today...its not the material gifts I will or will not recieve but the thought that TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY OF THE REST OF MY LIFE. Where to from here....well hell I dont know...guess I better figure it out though cuz "When I grow up" is about used up as an excuse. So my dear life associates...Happy Un-Birthday to You Too!!!!! wanna come for a tea party? No one wants coffee no more.............