Spring Fever

Spring- the change of seasons from winter to summer...a brief transition from dormacey to life...a time for new beginning...the rebirth of life... Spring--a long piece of anything wrapped in a circular patter...round and round and round...untill the force of twisting will twist no more...when released....sprrrriiiiinnnnggggg.... This is how I feel...like a spring...the tightness grows and the urge to run is strong...I WANT OUT OF THIS DAMN CITY!!!!! Okay I feel better...just had to vent...I am living, and making the best of it, a life for my family...they are the ones that need society still to entertain them...I want solitude...I want piece....I want to be able to walk out my front door at 6 am and yell "GOOD MORNING WORLD" without the neighbors locking me up in an institution. I want to go camping....if I close my eyes and wish real hard.....nope still two more weeks.....hhhmmmmm!!! Someday maybe I will get to be me.....for now...I will go "pretend" I am somewhere other than here...maybe the kids and I could hide out in the camper and "redecorate"...practice for the weekend.....